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a journal
on the writer's role
in society

edited by
esther altshul helfgott


Contributors are invited
to address the question:

What is the writer's responsibility to self & society?





Neile Graham grew up in Victoria, BC, and currently lives in Seattle. Her poetry, short fiction, and nonfiction have been published in American, British, and Canadian literary journals and anthologies. Her poetry collections are: Seven Robins (Penumbra, 1983); Spells for Clear Vision (Brick, 1994) which was shortlisted for the Lowther prize for the best book of poems published by a Canadian woman; and most recently Blood Memory (BuschekBooks 2000). She is currently at work on a collection of poems about her travels in Scotland.


November Arrives on the Coast

by
Neile Graham

It is not the rain that leaves
me here, not that this place
can hold me with its gray wind,
but something about the turning
of the year into a new season
makes me stay to watch what remains.

It is not that much remains,
I saw that almost everything leaves.
When the rain brings on this season,
the year becomes an empty place
and the scraps of the days are turning
in the anger of the thickening wind.

I keep changing with the wind;
I feel the fear that remains
when the year begins turning
against me, when all the leaves
set out for another place,
and I am alone with the season.

But this is my season
and not even the strength of the wind
can blow me from this place.
I am what remains
when all else leaves
--the only thing not turning.

The landscape never begins turning
real or concrete. It will only season
the air with all the colours of leaves
carried in the dense wind
that carries all the remains
from this, into another place.

I grow deeper: here I find a place
that is mine alone. I am turning
into a tree that remains
even now, in this season.
I draw back from the wind,
but it is never me that leaves.

This is the place where the leaves
are turning in the northern wind,
where the remains of the year turn into a season.

Copyright © Neile Graham, 1983. All rights reserved.
Previously published in Seven Robins.


Neile Graham grew up in Victoria, BC, and currently lives in Seattle. Her poetry, short fiction, and nonfiction have been published in American, British, and Canadian literary journals and anthologies. Her poetry collections are: Seven Robins (Penumbra, 1983); Spells for Clear Vision (Brick, 1994) which was shortlisted for the Lowther prize for the best book of poems published by a Canadian woman; and most recently Blood Memory (BuschekBooks 2000). She is currently at work on a collection of poems about her travels in Scotland.


a journal
on the writer's role
in society

edited by
esther altshul helfgott


Contributors are invited
to address the question:

What is the writer's responsibility to self & society?





You will notice
that Neile's
poem
is a sestina--
a seven stanza poem.
The first six stanzas
contain six lines each.
The seventh stanza
contains three lines.
Note the pattern
of repetition.
ed.